CURE YOUR DEPRESSION
Find Why You Are Depressed
"Why am I depressed? Summer thought as she sat playing with her cereal for breakfast table. In the bowl of a spoon of cereal is gone, then scooped some fruit loop wet blind clinical ... and she let him go, milk flows from the spoon in the bowl and plopping pieces again. "Just a loop of May, she thought. "More than pieces of wet chalk ... taste too. "And with that thought, she paused." Oh my God, what a sad thought, why am I depressed today? Then it struck hard on the table spoon and shook his reverie. Jingle provided ruffling the pages of newspapers and questioning his father's words, as if perched above the fold. His eyes spoke to him, saying: "What was? Seem agitated "Et Summer shrugged, a forced smile on his face dry and left the kitchen to go to school. "I'll go today." This, she believed, would they do something good. However, the clouds of depression remained thrown at her, she will soon find out.
The weather was warm outside. wind is soft and made with a smell of summer flowers. A dog alone, followed by the summer of the fence from the front to the street. This morning was very pleasant, but I have not seen the summer. His thoughts followed his return to a foul mood, and she thought: "Why am I always depressed these days?" I still think back, that's what this whole week I told myself why I'm so depressed all the time Who would think that my birthday is tomorrow? And if depression does not disappear quickly, I'll let asks: "Why are depressed on my birthday!" The only thing I look forward to. "
His thoughts continued their journey elbow, she had not been heard of "A-Hoy! Yuhooo !!!", guttural voice of Mrs. Wickham. Mrs. Wickham was examined and found in the backyard with a cup of freshly brewed coffee every morning. A bandana most kept out of gray hair from her face, and eye of Jackie Kennedy-esque was perched above his head. How long remember the summer, Mrs. Wickham was a symbol of turbulence. Without care in the world, and an "I do not care" attitude, lady's no such things as etiquette, jokes and social concerns. Something that has taken place against them often enough in society, but precisely for that boyfriend was. It peaked on the summer last year and went several times to Mrs. Wickham to spend his time.
"Yuhooo! "Made by summer smile. Even more girls turned to see (and comment)" strange woman. "Walk more, was sitting on wicker chair while they cast Mrs. Wickham cup.
"What dear? You do not look so good."
And he went into the dry coating was that fake smile again, but Ms. Wickham fight for it.
"Now, now, I am not sure of that phrase could you tell me honey, see you these days -. Only the expression you wear, as if trying to ask, "Why are all symptoms of depression are depressed and there? Are you depressed honey? "
A long pause was developed so that the word "I do not know Ms. Wickham's what I tried to ask too -?. Why am depressed for no reason "
"Ah. But there is no reason for the summer? Think love Maybe there was something that set this thing about depression. It was not until I ' I saw these days .. not to go ... He Rover to play ball with Timmy .... not shoot you? is the villain in the game? "Coz, you will think:" Why am I depressed before my time "And you should not do that! You're old enough to know! is the hormone that makes your body and will get better with PMS."
And summer, she tried to stop the bombastic Wickham was to define, for any reason because of depression after the summer has been, Ms. Wickham was far away.
"You were drunk darling! Breath? You slipped into alcoholism? Oh! How absurd thought! No, I'm sure you do not. Forget I asked. You never know with kids these days, though. Although ... it seems really something that fits with my husband three more, darling. He drank himself crazy every Saturday night, then enter one of his monologues. He asked, "Why am I depressed after drinking Susan when I really should be happppy ... yyy .. HIC "and I say, alcohol and depression go hand in hand Silly me. Snoring man had long before that. I do not know why I even tried, but look at me running out Go to my mouth again .. so expensive, what is it? "
Finally, she stopped and has been continued to Wickham. "I have no idea Ms. Wickham indeed, it's like I'm stuck on the Monday blues forever."
"We'll be OK. You get out. Probably was not something that you sent this way. Think hard dear. You said something to you Did you lose something special? You ...?"
But the voice of Mrs. Wickham felt as if it came from somewhere in the distance. "You lose something special ... .. someone special something special ..." She remembered now. And the thought that they sent in all its forms ...
school hall and two pairs of legs materialized before his eyes. A couple, naked, and carving, and tangled in it ... A week before the summer took his backpack and left the classroom, she was greeted by an empty corridor. Janitors, saw, ground sterilization at the other end of the corridor. "I wonder where Neil," she said. Neil was usually late in the day. They met for discussion and exchange of the latest music, and books. She began this ritual and would like very much looking forward to it. Neil With her thoughts, she was vaguely aware of anything else on her way to the water fountain for a drink. There, his book of poetry slipped and fell. It stooped to pick it up and when he saw Neil and Leila locking lips against the lockers. His heart pounded in his chest. Then he stopped. Then he went and beat again. She saw his feet tangled and could not view more.
She rushed into the compound and performed with his thousand sounds of gongs struck in the head, and what appeared to be a big cage around his chest. For a moment she could not breathe. But she was forced to take deep drafts of air. Then close all the instincts that could happen, she said she quickly things. "Wow What was it?" I need to see! Can these two find a better place? " Then, irritation and anger crept into "Neil should have at least told me he would not have met me today, before doing this." Then, a little self-pity. "I mean, sure, why would he meet me, they might have. I children, sometimes, of course, coz 'this is what would have happened." He concluded: - Oh, forget that I care what he does ... What they do not even remember what I saw what it was and who I do not know Neil Neil!.?. .... "
And the mind games continued for one week thereafter. That night, she could not sleep. Reading images stored on and in my head. Neil somewhere deep in the folds of the hand Leila curly hair. Leila he leaned back in the summer ... and ended up with a bad feeling gnawing stomach. She went to the window and stared into the garden by moonlight. A dog howled somewhere in the distance, the night wind gently swayed mulberry. And strangely, it did nothing for the summer. A night like this is also called a muse, and poems have been undertaken on the fresh stems of papyrus. But, alas! All summer long thought was: "Why am depressed during the night today? It must be because mom and dad went to visit Nana. Yes, it is necessary. "
The next day at school, the summer has kept for herself. Nothing was said or done Kathy Merle, seemed to help.
"Hey, you've seen today Neil?" Kathy asked.
"How do I know where he is not telling me everything, you know?"
"Bitch OK calm down, I was just curious is all .."
She later said that Neil had to leave Virginia to visit his grandfather, who suffered a paralytic attack of yesterday.
"Neil was pulling net right now." She thought that two days later in the afternoon. Then, quickly reprimanded. She did not think of Neil. He had sent a text message at a time, after leaving Virginia sometimes Saturday. But she could not bring himself to answer. Why not. Or have even convinced that it did not. In the week that was to follow, the summer is slipping more and more depressed. her birthday was four days. And all that believed just how he wanted to be near his room. Close curtains and parcels in the scarf, only to come ... Never! (If it might help).
She had not seen Neil for over a week now, do not even care if he came back ... But that discomfort, that Neil has never been able to not leave her alone. Why was he so bent on making its presence felt in every thing every day? Net school basketball, a collection of poems in his office, the wind by turning the page on it. 244 where he scored he thought it might look like the best ... CD with a song stranger he hoped ... The back of the head of someone who seemed to have done when he brushed his hand ... Neil or gurgling laughter heard at school that day. Wherever he went, what she did, Neil seemed to be in his thoughts. She was tired of pushing her thoughts. She realized she could not do, even if he wanted. She refused to be forced to think mentally, and press, then think again about its presence. And that's what she did last week.
... It was then, and it was now and nothing has changed. Except that she is sitting in Wickham, the summer has been confused with the early onset of all. She was forced to ask, even if she already knew the answer. She was in love with Neil? What else could explain all this? That meant, when she returned her calls and many messages? And there was the thought of him in front of the school after returning from Virginia, has been gnawing at it? And all these thoughts and all these things they remember him. And Leila ... The summer was just the name of the heart curdle. Why is wrong to think and rethink the hallway scene? The explanation finally came, but barely more than she could imagine. Neil did not like her back, she loved Leila. And why should not he. Leila was a catch. She could have had anyone she wanted. And she wanted to Neil. And everybody knows ... what he wanted Leila, Leila has received.
Snap Snap! " Two clicks and the summer was marked again the seat Mrs. Wickham Wicker.
"Oh, I really think you should see a doctor honey, you journey into another world where you really need to learn how to overcome depression dear .. You're pretty sure it will be ok?"
"Yes, Mrs. Wickham, I think ultimately will be .." Been said, and slipped on a smile extra exuberant. And then he whispered: "I need to forget and I'm fine."
"I hope so dear to my heart would break really sad to see you on your birthday .. Go along now or you'll be late for school. Oh, and remember to come for your cake special day later.!. tomorrow, I do not cut your favorite cake (and then in a whisper), with additional rum because you turn 18 tomorrow Shhh ... This will be our little secret would be to cheer you up, oh I know - why not 'Stop the boy, who was dear to his name, Neil? Yes, Neil. Why do not you get too many more still in good spirits when he is with you.? Maybe this will help boost morale .. yes? "
And with that, Ms. Wickham rose from his chair, slipped on his shades and squinted in the sun in the garden. Summer was rooted to the spot on hearing the name of Neil, and then with the legs felt heavy as lead, is dragged to school.
"I heard Neil is back." Kathy Merle said over lunch. Summer almost stalled on the sandwich she ate. Giant behind her, Kathy said: "Yes, and it seems really lost, I I heard he was to ask you would summer. Go see him. "
Summer holidays in a speech of fire "-" Why me why I go to meet him, I do not want to meet him ... I ... ..???" do and stopped when he saw that his speech turned to face - Merle looked as if she had been bitten by a rabid dog and Kathy had a solemn look of one who sees gibberish mouth person themselves.
"What! Been said.
"It was very strange reaction this week all summer like that every time we mention Neil. Is there something wrong with you two! Out? .. Something happened with her, eh ?
And Kathy in common, "Oh, my God, I kiss you never did and now you're all weird about it. And my oh your birthday is tomorrow. We all now ask Neil!"
"No boys, no, you shall do no such thing Neil! And I do not kiss him? Far from it. I do not want to talk. I do not want a party! Leave me alone right? Maybe you? and do not want to see Neil back. "
And to think, the summer rose from his seat and accelerated in the canteen. Students from across the cafeteria looked back. At the end of the cafeteria, near the summer has slipped and would have had a bad fall if someone would have pulled back. Runoff from her eyes, looked up the summer to see Leila. Leila held her by the shoulders and pulled.
"Are you OK summer? What happened? "
"Nothing!" Been said. "I just want to go home now."
"Uh ... OK. "Leila told to drop his arm." Just to make sure you "
As summer turned to leave, Leila said: "Oh BTW, Neil has been a consultant for you, it is clearly in the court."
With tears in his eyes on the cool summer and Leila began: "I never want to see him again Go and tell your friend that I'm surprised he has time to take everything you kisses coming pick me "... and without waiting for anything!, ran from summer school, all the way to the lake.
She came to the lake when she was alone. Water has always been calm. Birds chirped and honeysuckle flower below. She sat on a rock near the surface of the water and stone by stone plop in the water. She does not know how long he was there when a stone hit a puddle of water near the rock and bounced somewhere. "Ow! she heard a loud scream. She turned to see Neil holding his left eye and standing against the big Banyan tree.
"Oh, Lord, I'm so sorry Neil, I wanted to hurt you ... you OK? "
"No, I'm not, why were you ignoring me last week of summer? No text, no message, no call! What have I done? "
Ignoring his remarks, spoke of the summer. "I was questioned over the eyes of Neil. It's OK?"
"Forget the eyes, you, I want to know why you were ignoring me!"
"I do not want to talk about Neil."
And that's been stood up to go. Neil took his elbow and made a stop.
"No, the summer we have a right to know what happened? You can not expect just because you think nothing is up! I did something to hurt you?" Summer has remained tight lipped. "Come the summer, please tell me something. One week, we are almost inseparable, and then you go back and change. I mean, I met Leila, and she said you said ... "
"Stop here Neil What you and your friend is talking about is of no interest to me and I will appreciate if you can not speak, never again!"
"Girlfriend" What If? Leila?
"Oh, sorry this is not your friend, what is it then kiss your partner?. Oh, how ...!" wonderful
"My what? Kissing? What are you talking about summer? What kiss?"
"Oh, please change my drama and Neil did not need his disbelief surprised if God, as you say, someone thinks kissed Leila!"
(Spluttering!): "What! When I kiss Leila What say you? "
"OK, you want to play this game? OK I saw. I'll Neil. Seen Friday night, you were with her in the hallway! All over each other. So stop this room right now. I am tired of it ...! "
"Friday, when?"
"Oh, a direct result of Neil Nearly locker! Hand through his hair tangled around his legs! At 17!"
"17 But I ... No? .. How ?..."
... And then I realized that the achievement and Neil fell to the ground laughing. He rolled on the grass and held her stomach.
In summer there, first with confusion, and as time went on and did not stop Neil with anger more than she could imagine. Finally, he turned to him and began to walk away. She went there not ten steps ahead when Neil came and stood before her, barring his path.
And put a smile rascal had no idea, he said, "OK, first at 17, I was in Virginia with my grandfather ..."
"How is that possible! I saw? .. You wear this shirt ..."
"... And secondly, you saw was Pete kisses Leila. Pete borrowed my shirt on Friday morning due to a leak had ink on that So no, I did not kiss Leila .. " (Then go to a playful tone) "And although I have been, what is bothering you so much?
Relief on the face of summer gives way to full peace and the voice was very animated and a minute ago, went into no more than a squeaky whisper, "I did not bother me. .. . only ... "
"Angry ... I tell you?" Neil has finished what she started.
"Uh .. yes."
And mischievous smile playing on his lips and eyes again, he said, "OK, so I do not care if I kissed Leila, then I'm sure Ms. Wickham lied about homelessness around you with a "To Why am I depressed," the expression of every week and I'm sure And you had no trouble sleeping either, and something about yourself to look like someone one died is just my imagination.? "
start immediately hands over her hair, the summer escape: "I ... I ... what do you say you said Mrs. Wickham? Where did you say! "
"I do not know what the summer I tried to talk to you all day. I realized that I have avoided the plague. Then Kathy and Robin told me about the fiasco in the cafeteria. Then she ran into Leila and I've talked to thought we kissed I can not. I knew what to do. I have looked everywhere for you and what you found. So I went to your house and your mother told me there had I met there. Mrs. Wickham outside and she told me all about your condition. And I knew you'd be there. So here I am ... You tell me what bothers you kiss my Leila so much? "
Flushed half embarrassed, half and really starting to feel the wave of emotions washed all, summer has turned and started walking in a false anger. Backing him, she tried desperately to control playback smile to his lips ... He knew!
"I've missed you too, you know to the point of going," they are depressed? (And yet, the summer)
"Expect the summer! As the poem on the page that I scored 22 .. ...?"
"22 ..!!" They both said simultaneously.
"I scored for a reason ... (And then run behind him) "Summer! God you soon! Please slow you down? Fine. You want to say out loud?" (And the catch is in vain)
"The summer OK, if that's what you want! ... "
Neil poem then fished in his pockets and produced a document written by Robert Burn it, then clearing his voice, he began in his deep baritone:
"Oh, my love is like a red rose,
It recently published in June
Oh, my love is like a song
It is sweet to play fair.
As specific as you, my pretty girl
I am deeply in love,
And I love you always, my dear,
Until all the seas run dry.
Until all the seas run dry, my dear,
And the rocks melt with the sun!
Oh, I love you always, my dear,
While the sands of life run.
And keep well, my only love
And you load a good time!
And I will, my love
Although there have been ten thousand miles! "
When Neil finished the last line and looked up. Summer stood before him with a teasing smile.
"You're dead so I told everyone at school!"
"You would not do that." Neil and tells him off, and kissed her neck and kissed him gently. Then he said: "Who would believe it anyway?"
Glowing like a thousand Splendid Suns, was closely hugged. "Neil smell of honeysuckle."
"It's a good thing?"
"Uh huh"
"And you feel like you're about to be 18 years ... Call Leila for the party, then?"
"Leila!" And then? "It hit square in the stomach.
"Oh What! We seem too Pete!
.... No. The summer is not necessary, "Why am depressed?", May
The weather was warm outside. wind is soft and made with a smell of summer flowers. A dog alone, followed by the summer of the fence from the front to the street. This morning was very pleasant, but I have not seen the summer. His thoughts followed his return to a foul mood, and she thought: "Why am I always depressed these days?" I still think back, that's what this whole week I told myself why I'm so depressed all the time Who would think that my birthday is tomorrow? And if depression does not disappear quickly, I'll let asks: "Why are depressed on my birthday!" The only thing I look forward to. "
His thoughts continued their journey elbow, she had not been heard of "A-Hoy! Yuhooo !!!", guttural voice of Mrs. Wickham. Mrs. Wickham was examined and found in the backyard with a cup of freshly brewed coffee every morning. A bandana most kept out of gray hair from her face, and eye of Jackie Kennedy-esque was perched above his head. How long remember the summer, Mrs. Wickham was a symbol of turbulence. Without care in the world, and an "I do not care" attitude, lady's no such things as etiquette, jokes and social concerns. Something that has taken place against them often enough in society, but precisely for that boyfriend was. It peaked on the summer last year and went several times to Mrs. Wickham to spend his time.
"Yuhooo! "Made by summer smile. Even more girls turned to see (and comment)" strange woman. "Walk more, was sitting on wicker chair while they cast Mrs. Wickham cup.
"What dear? You do not look so good."
And he went into the dry coating was that fake smile again, but Ms. Wickham fight for it.
"Now, now, I am not sure of that phrase could you tell me honey, see you these days -. Only the expression you wear, as if trying to ask, "Why are all symptoms of depression are depressed and there? Are you depressed honey? "
A long pause was developed so that the word "I do not know Ms. Wickham's what I tried to ask too -?. Why am depressed for no reason "
"Ah. But there is no reason for the summer? Think love Maybe there was something that set this thing about depression. It was not until I ' I saw these days .. not to go ... He Rover to play ball with Timmy .... not shoot you? is the villain in the game? "Coz, you will think:" Why am I depressed before my time "And you should not do that! You're old enough to know! is the hormone that makes your body and will get better with PMS."
And summer, she tried to stop the bombastic Wickham was to define, for any reason because of depression after the summer has been, Ms. Wickham was far away.
"You were drunk darling! Breath? You slipped into alcoholism? Oh! How absurd thought! No, I'm sure you do not. Forget I asked. You never know with kids these days, though. Although ... it seems really something that fits with my husband three more, darling. He drank himself crazy every Saturday night, then enter one of his monologues. He asked, "Why am I depressed after drinking Susan when I really should be happppy ... yyy .. HIC "and I say, alcohol and depression go hand in hand Silly me. Snoring man had long before that. I do not know why I even tried, but look at me running out Go to my mouth again .. so expensive, what is it? "
Finally, she stopped and has been continued to Wickham. "I have no idea Ms. Wickham indeed, it's like I'm stuck on the Monday blues forever."
"We'll be OK. You get out. Probably was not something that you sent this way. Think hard dear. You said something to you Did you lose something special? You ...?"
But the voice of Mrs. Wickham felt as if it came from somewhere in the distance. "You lose something special ... .. someone special something special ..." She remembered now. And the thought that they sent in all its forms ...
school hall and two pairs of legs materialized before his eyes. A couple, naked, and carving, and tangled in it ... A week before the summer took his backpack and left the classroom, she was greeted by an empty corridor. Janitors, saw, ground sterilization at the other end of the corridor. "I wonder where Neil," she said. Neil was usually late in the day. They met for discussion and exchange of the latest music, and books. She began this ritual and would like very much looking forward to it. Neil With her thoughts, she was vaguely aware of anything else on her way to the water fountain for a drink. There, his book of poetry slipped and fell. It stooped to pick it up and when he saw Neil and Leila locking lips against the lockers. His heart pounded in his chest. Then he stopped. Then he went and beat again. She saw his feet tangled and could not view more.
She rushed into the compound and performed with his thousand sounds of gongs struck in the head, and what appeared to be a big cage around his chest. For a moment she could not breathe. But she was forced to take deep drafts of air. Then close all the instincts that could happen, she said she quickly things. "Wow What was it?" I need to see! Can these two find a better place? " Then, irritation and anger crept into "Neil should have at least told me he would not have met me today, before doing this." Then, a little self-pity. "I mean, sure, why would he meet me, they might have. I children, sometimes, of course, coz 'this is what would have happened." He concluded: - Oh, forget that I care what he does ... What they do not even remember what I saw what it was and who I do not know Neil Neil!.?. .... "
And the mind games continued for one week thereafter. That night, she could not sleep. Reading images stored on and in my head. Neil somewhere deep in the folds of the hand Leila curly hair. Leila he leaned back in the summer ... and ended up with a bad feeling gnawing stomach. She went to the window and stared into the garden by moonlight. A dog howled somewhere in the distance, the night wind gently swayed mulberry. And strangely, it did nothing for the summer. A night like this is also called a muse, and poems have been undertaken on the fresh stems of papyrus. But, alas! All summer long thought was: "Why am depressed during the night today? It must be because mom and dad went to visit Nana. Yes, it is necessary. "
The next day at school, the summer has kept for herself. Nothing was said or done Kathy Merle, seemed to help.
"Hey, you've seen today Neil?" Kathy asked.
"How do I know where he is not telling me everything, you know?"
"Bitch OK calm down, I was just curious is all .."
She later said that Neil had to leave Virginia to visit his grandfather, who suffered a paralytic attack of yesterday.
"Neil was pulling net right now." She thought that two days later in the afternoon. Then, quickly reprimanded. She did not think of Neil. He had sent a text message at a time, after leaving Virginia sometimes Saturday. But she could not bring himself to answer. Why not. Or have even convinced that it did not. In the week that was to follow, the summer is slipping more and more depressed. her birthday was four days. And all that believed just how he wanted to be near his room. Close curtains and parcels in the scarf, only to come ... Never! (If it might help).
She had not seen Neil for over a week now, do not even care if he came back ... But that discomfort, that Neil has never been able to not leave her alone. Why was he so bent on making its presence felt in every thing every day? Net school basketball, a collection of poems in his office, the wind by turning the page on it. 244 where he scored he thought it might look like the best ... CD with a song stranger he hoped ... The back of the head of someone who seemed to have done when he brushed his hand ... Neil or gurgling laughter heard at school that day. Wherever he went, what she did, Neil seemed to be in his thoughts. She was tired of pushing her thoughts. She realized she could not do, even if he wanted. She refused to be forced to think mentally, and press, then think again about its presence. And that's what she did last week.
... It was then, and it was now and nothing has changed. Except that she is sitting in Wickham, the summer has been confused with the early onset of all. She was forced to ask, even if she already knew the answer. She was in love with Neil? What else could explain all this? That meant, when she returned her calls and many messages? And there was the thought of him in front of the school after returning from Virginia, has been gnawing at it? And all these thoughts and all these things they remember him. And Leila ... The summer was just the name of the heart curdle. Why is wrong to think and rethink the hallway scene? The explanation finally came, but barely more than she could imagine. Neil did not like her back, she loved Leila. And why should not he. Leila was a catch. She could have had anyone she wanted. And she wanted to Neil. And everybody knows ... what he wanted Leila, Leila has received.
Snap Snap! " Two clicks and the summer was marked again the seat Mrs. Wickham Wicker.
"Oh, I really think you should see a doctor honey, you journey into another world where you really need to learn how to overcome depression dear .. You're pretty sure it will be ok?"
"Yes, Mrs. Wickham, I think ultimately will be .." Been said, and slipped on a smile extra exuberant. And then he whispered: "I need to forget and I'm fine."
"I hope so dear to my heart would break really sad to see you on your birthday .. Go along now or you'll be late for school. Oh, and remember to come for your cake special day later.!. tomorrow, I do not cut your favorite cake (and then in a whisper), with additional rum because you turn 18 tomorrow Shhh ... This will be our little secret would be to cheer you up, oh I know - why not 'Stop the boy, who was dear to his name, Neil? Yes, Neil. Why do not you get too many more still in good spirits when he is with you.? Maybe this will help boost morale .. yes? "
And with that, Ms. Wickham rose from his chair, slipped on his shades and squinted in the sun in the garden. Summer was rooted to the spot on hearing the name of Neil, and then with the legs felt heavy as lead, is dragged to school.
"I heard Neil is back." Kathy Merle said over lunch. Summer almost stalled on the sandwich she ate. Giant behind her, Kathy said: "Yes, and it seems really lost, I I heard he was to ask you would summer. Go see him. "
Summer holidays in a speech of fire "-" Why me why I go to meet him, I do not want to meet him ... I ... ..???" do and stopped when he saw that his speech turned to face - Merle looked as if she had been bitten by a rabid dog and Kathy had a solemn look of one who sees gibberish mouth person themselves.
"What! Been said.
"It was very strange reaction this week all summer like that every time we mention Neil. Is there something wrong with you two! Out? .. Something happened with her, eh ?
And Kathy in common, "Oh, my God, I kiss you never did and now you're all weird about it. And my oh your birthday is tomorrow. We all now ask Neil!"
"No boys, no, you shall do no such thing Neil! And I do not kiss him? Far from it. I do not want to talk. I do not want a party! Leave me alone right? Maybe you? and do not want to see Neil back. "
And to think, the summer rose from his seat and accelerated in the canteen. Students from across the cafeteria looked back. At the end of the cafeteria, near the summer has slipped and would have had a bad fall if someone would have pulled back. Runoff from her eyes, looked up the summer to see Leila. Leila held her by the shoulders and pulled.
"Are you OK summer? What happened? "
"Nothing!" Been said. "I just want to go home now."
"Uh ... OK. "Leila told to drop his arm." Just to make sure you "
As summer turned to leave, Leila said: "Oh BTW, Neil has been a consultant for you, it is clearly in the court."
With tears in his eyes on the cool summer and Leila began: "I never want to see him again Go and tell your friend that I'm surprised he has time to take everything you kisses coming pick me "... and without waiting for anything!, ran from summer school, all the way to the lake.
She came to the lake when she was alone. Water has always been calm. Birds chirped and honeysuckle flower below. She sat on a rock near the surface of the water and stone by stone plop in the water. She does not know how long he was there when a stone hit a puddle of water near the rock and bounced somewhere. "Ow! she heard a loud scream. She turned to see Neil holding his left eye and standing against the big Banyan tree.
"Oh, Lord, I'm so sorry Neil, I wanted to hurt you ... you OK? "
"No, I'm not, why were you ignoring me last week of summer? No text, no message, no call! What have I done? "
Ignoring his remarks, spoke of the summer. "I was questioned over the eyes of Neil. It's OK?"
"Forget the eyes, you, I want to know why you were ignoring me!"
"I do not want to talk about Neil."
And that's been stood up to go. Neil took his elbow and made a stop.
"No, the summer we have a right to know what happened? You can not expect just because you think nothing is up! I did something to hurt you?" Summer has remained tight lipped. "Come the summer, please tell me something. One week, we are almost inseparable, and then you go back and change. I mean, I met Leila, and she said you said ... "
"Stop here Neil What you and your friend is talking about is of no interest to me and I will appreciate if you can not speak, never again!"
"Girlfriend" What If? Leila?
"Oh, sorry this is not your friend, what is it then kiss your partner?. Oh, how ...!" wonderful
"My what? Kissing? What are you talking about summer? What kiss?"
"Oh, please change my drama and Neil did not need his disbelief surprised if God, as you say, someone thinks kissed Leila!"
(Spluttering!): "What! When I kiss Leila What say you? "
"OK, you want to play this game? OK I saw. I'll Neil. Seen Friday night, you were with her in the hallway! All over each other. So stop this room right now. I am tired of it ...! "
"Friday, when?"
"Oh, a direct result of Neil Nearly locker! Hand through his hair tangled around his legs! At 17!"
"17 But I ... No? .. How ?..."
... And then I realized that the achievement and Neil fell to the ground laughing. He rolled on the grass and held her stomach.
In summer there, first with confusion, and as time went on and did not stop Neil with anger more than she could imagine. Finally, he turned to him and began to walk away. She went there not ten steps ahead when Neil came and stood before her, barring his path.
And put a smile rascal had no idea, he said, "OK, first at 17, I was in Virginia with my grandfather ..."
"How is that possible! I saw? .. You wear this shirt ..."
"... And secondly, you saw was Pete kisses Leila. Pete borrowed my shirt on Friday morning due to a leak had ink on that So no, I did not kiss Leila .. " (Then go to a playful tone) "And although I have been, what is bothering you so much?
Relief on the face of summer gives way to full peace and the voice was very animated and a minute ago, went into no more than a squeaky whisper, "I did not bother me. .. . only ... "
"Angry ... I tell you?" Neil has finished what she started.
"Uh .. yes."
And mischievous smile playing on his lips and eyes again, he said, "OK, so I do not care if I kissed Leila, then I'm sure Ms. Wickham lied about homelessness around you with a "To Why am I depressed," the expression of every week and I'm sure And you had no trouble sleeping either, and something about yourself to look like someone one died is just my imagination.? "
start immediately hands over her hair, the summer escape: "I ... I ... what do you say you said Mrs. Wickham? Where did you say! "
"I do not know what the summer I tried to talk to you all day. I realized that I have avoided the plague. Then Kathy and Robin told me about the fiasco in the cafeteria. Then she ran into Leila and I've talked to thought we kissed I can not. I knew what to do. I have looked everywhere for you and what you found. So I went to your house and your mother told me there had I met there. Mrs. Wickham outside and she told me all about your condition. And I knew you'd be there. So here I am ... You tell me what bothers you kiss my Leila so much? "
Flushed half embarrassed, half and really starting to feel the wave of emotions washed all, summer has turned and started walking in a false anger. Backing him, she tried desperately to control playback smile to his lips ... He knew!
"I've missed you too, you know to the point of going," they are depressed? (And yet, the summer)
"Expect the summer! As the poem on the page that I scored 22 .. ...?"
"22 ..!!" They both said simultaneously.
"I scored for a reason ... (And then run behind him) "Summer! God you soon! Please slow you down? Fine. You want to say out loud?" (And the catch is in vain)
"The summer OK, if that's what you want! ... "
Neil poem then fished in his pockets and produced a document written by Robert Burn it, then clearing his voice, he began in his deep baritone:
"Oh, my love is like a red rose,
It recently published in June
Oh, my love is like a song
It is sweet to play fair.
As specific as you, my pretty girl
I am deeply in love,
And I love you always, my dear,
Until all the seas run dry.
Until all the seas run dry, my dear,
And the rocks melt with the sun!
Oh, I love you always, my dear,
While the sands of life run.
And keep well, my only love
And you load a good time!
And I will, my love
Although there have been ten thousand miles! "
When Neil finished the last line and looked up. Summer stood before him with a teasing smile.
"You're dead so I told everyone at school!"
"You would not do that." Neil and tells him off, and kissed her neck and kissed him gently. Then he said: "Who would believe it anyway?"
Glowing like a thousand Splendid Suns, was closely hugged. "Neil smell of honeysuckle."
"It's a good thing?"
"Uh huh"
"And you feel like you're about to be 18 years ... Call Leila for the party, then?"
"Leila!" And then? "It hit square in the stomach.
"Oh What! We seem too Pete!
.... No. The summer is not necessary, "Why am depressed?", May
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